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    March 26

    mhmmhmmhmm

    I feel super special. haha. I have an THREE sistahs and a super-sweet-awesome aunt!!
    Aimee was my first sis, then Danielle, then Erica. and now Stephanie is my new aunt. cuz all the aunts that are actually related to me suck. man I love adopting family members! they're so much cooler than the real ones. [[notice NO adopted bros]]
    Steph is not aware of her recent adoption yet. I think or rather HOPE she will like it.
    her and I are goin ta hang out at Northtown sometime soon.
    today at choich dani brought her frest bend sarah. haha funnyness.
    jesse is the single awesomest guy ever!
    haha I gotta talk to him quite a bit today. oo he is sweet!
    Marisa and Shannon and Caleb and Seth came over yesterday.
    Seth is a total jerk. I finally got so mad I just went to my room. and stayed in there till seth and caleb left. yeah I'm a lil brat. but whatever.
    sometimes its better to leave... Marisa started getting all boring and depressed after awhile. ugh.
    yep so... I went to a baby shower afta church. for mary teague. it was fun.
    Allie greeted me really rudely. I was a tad surprised.
    oh well. if I didnt get surprises life would be boring.
    well nate wants on so I'm gonna go...burn a cd. then go dance. woo hoo.
    ciaos!
    -emily
    March 22

    baby baby..

    well yeah after a super-hectic week I am back on top. haha. man I am sooo moody these days. freaky,eh?
    can't wait till tomorrow.
    fiddle lesson then nate and I are playing at de ole' folks home and then our booarring history class. then home for an hour. then intermediate/advanced fiddle group; then youth group. carazay.
    I love busy days tho. sitting around at home is totally depressing. plus our new and used van is sooo comfy. and theres a ton of room inside too. love it!
    I didnt do much today. mom made me skip babysittin wilsons cuz we were sursposed to have testing today but that got canceled so yeah... I stayed home all day. woot woot. I just bought the song Broken by Jack Johnson.
    lovin it.
    Gram gets back from CA late tomorrow night. I miss her. shes here like every day and I havent seen her for a week. *sniff*
    well I'd best be off. I still have math to do. yucky.
    Thanks for the comments last blog. leave more!
     
     
    -ems
    March 17

    nothing..

    I feel so... blah lately.
    I mean yeah I've been doing stuff.. but I feel really depressed. once in awhile theres a good point like the stuff that happened in the last blog. If I am busy and with friends constantly I am happy. but when I am alone for even an hour I start getting lonely and bummed. Two friends of mine thought I was thinking of committing suicide. not quite. Stephanie is worried about me too I can tell. she just called me randomly yesterday afternoon asking me how I was. everybody is like em how ya been lately? and I'm like fine. and laugh. but they don't believe it and neither do I. but I can't really talk to anyone. its just too hard for me. I'm usually a REALLY cheerful person, and am pretty open with stuff such as who I like, and that kinda stuff. but I can't share my feelings. not with anyone. I never have been able to. its weird. and when I try the person I am attempting to talk to usually ends up getting mad at me and giving up. and then I fall back more. Ronnie was about the only person I ever kind of opened up to. probably because I didn't have to see his face when I was talking to him. but he never is on anymore.
    I feel like I want to get away from my family more than ever. maybe I'm jealous of the new baby.but I love him tons. but everything has been waay different since he came.since mom got pregnant. my room is about 7-8 feet across and maybe 10 feet long. and marc takes up over half of that. with his huge crib and then all the drawers with his clothes and diapers and bibs and shoes and everything. mom is... the only times she kinda talks to me is when shes nagging me to do chores or go take care of marc or whatever.
    I wish Grandma had taken me with her to CA this week. she left yesterday afternoon to visit ole' Aunt Irma.
    Gran said she'd take me with her when she went to visit her relatives in KS in May or whenever. but I would've much rather gone to CA. the problem was mom and dad didn't trust me in CA . when we go to KS there won't be much I can do out on a farm in the middle of nowhere.  I'm going to be riding horses with some distant cousin of mine named savannah who is around 11 or 12.  whoopee...
     
    isn't it funny how I used to get so excited about every little thing in my life. like how worked up I used to get because I had to read a report in front of the class. or give a speech. now I could care less what they think.
    I used to be nervous and edgy for days before hand now a couple minutes before I'm like oh dang I havta give a report.
    I got my hopes up about stuff with Jesse cuz I really like him and stuff but its like he'll be around for 2 weeks then gone for a month. its just really aggravating.
    ok well this is as much 'opening up' I'm gonna do on here or elsewhere.
    and Nate , if you read this, please dont comment.
     
    -emily
    March 12

    I'm so spoiled..

    yeah I am very spoiled. I got to go out to dinner at Clinkerdagger, Bickerstaff and Pets!!!!!! At the Flour Mill on the river. it was super-sweet. dad took me, for a birthday dinner. and I got a cool Clink's card. and then they brought me a delicious burnt-cream with a candle on top. it was so cool. after we had a looong leisurely dinner, dad I walked out on the pier, but they had this locked gate keeeping us from going out any farther. and dad just hops right over and says climb over I won't watch. I'm like DAD!!! I'm wearing a skirt!! hes like its ok I won't watch. and I roll my eyes, cuz there's 5 young kitchen help standing just a lil ways away smoking. I ended up getting over WITHOUT my skirt going up. and so we walked out and looked down at the river. the falls are so HUGE!!! I started getting nervous cuz I have this HUGE fear of drowning. and it was really cold, so dad and i climbed back over, past the laughing kitchen help, and left. then on sat. morning. dani picked me up,her sis was drivin', at 9:30 to go to Cielos. holy crap that bakery is sooo cool. its got this groovy design and everything. and its run by a family from our church. Erica served us she is soo super-cool. I got a cinnamon bomb and a super delicious Caramello Dream. the most DELISH coffee/moche/latte whatever. it was ssoooo sweet, and creamy and carmely and whipped creamy-ish.. mmmm. dani's friend Kaitlyn got the same drink. kaitlyn was pretty nice. I liked Whitney better. shes so cute and bouncy. she's quite a bit like me... maybe thats why I liked her.  
    then I came home for awhile.and then nate and danielle left. and Aimee picked me up at like 2:15. and we went and wandered the Valley mall for awhile. and all we ended up buying was my two things of lip gloss. Icings so cool. then we went to Red Robin for lunch cuz aims' had a gift card. that was good but we had an annoying waitress. then we went to terrace view park and sat on the swings and talked for a looong time, it was a nice day but our fingers started freezing up so we headed back to the car. then we went back to the mall cinema and watched Curious George. I liked the soundtrack waay better than the movie. Jack Johnson ROX!!!
    I ended up getting home about 8:30... it was fun.
    today after church we had choir practice. that was cool. Kendra's mad at me again. it'll prolly wear off by thurs. when I see her again. then danielle and mrs. sheridan came over for lunch. right now salene looks so cozy curled up on the couch with our snuggly light blue blanket, cup o'coffee talking to mom and dad.
    and dani and nate just got back from  their walk so I bid all y'all good riddance till next time,
    please leave comments!
     
    -emily
     
    March 10

    FUNNYNESS!!!I found it on this weird chicks site. so I decided to share...*smiles*


    Annoying
    ------------
    When I bite into a York Peppermint Patty, I feel the cool rush of skiing in the Alps, or skating in Alaska, or bobsledding in Lake Placid!
    But, while I'm enjoying my York Peppermint Patty, the rush makes me oblivious to the chocolate melting in my hands.
    The chocolate gets on my keyboard, my mouse, my desk, and every other spot to which chocolate can stick.
    And when I go to throw away my York Peppermint Patty, I trip over a shoe because I'm too busy looking for a paper towel.
    I fall over and hit my head on the corner of my desk, cutting it deeply. The sight of my own blood causes me to regurgitate my York Peppermint Patty.
    Getting up and running to the phone to call 911, I slip on my own vomit, fall down again, and break my neck.
    And so my warning to all little children: don't smoke pot before eating a York Peppermint Patty.
    Ned Nott was shot and Sam Shott was not. So it is better to be Shott than Nott. Some say Nott was not shot. But Shott says he shot Nott.
    Either the shot Shott shot at Nott was not shot, Or Nott was shot. If the shot Shott shot shot Nott, Nott was shot.
    But if the shot Shott shot shot Shott, Then Shott was shot, not Nott. However, the shot Shott shot shot not Shott, but Nott...
    Did you just say that they are making us think the thought that we thought before we even thunk it?
    Or maybe you just mis-understood and they really said that we are thinking about the thoughts of the person who is next to us
    and what they are thinking is what we just thunk?!?!?!?! WAIT!!! Now I am confused!!!!
    I know something you don't know. Would you like to know? I could tell you if you want. You do wanna know, right? Are you sure?
    Because once I tell you, there's no turning back ya know... you're going to be enlightened and there's going to be no way around it.
    You really wanna know though? Alright... Since you're so anxious to find out I'll tell you...Here it is: I'm not here right now.
    Hey! I am away right now! Just leave me a message after the beep...............................peep (nope, not right)......keep (nope, not right again)...leap (nope)
    .....sleep (not right)....teep (is that even a word?)....weep (not yet)....creep (hey, that's u!)....neap (neap tide?)....meep (nope).....sweep(naw)..............deep (close)
    ....seep (closer)....i guess my machine isn't working.....i just wasted a whole lot of your time...haha!

    Blonde
    --------
    Once there was a blonde a red head and a brunette who got stuck on a desserted island 10 miles away from land. One day the brunette said,
    "I can't take this anymore" and swam three miles then drowned. Then the red head said, "I can't take this anymore either" swam 5 miles then drowned.
    Then the blonde said "ummm ya me neither" swam 9 miles got tired and swam back.
    A blonde was sitting outside a store on the curb crying..the manager of the store spotted her outside and went outside and asked the blonde whats wrong...
    she said her mother just died..and the manager said oh I'm sorry.. the blondes cell phone starts to ring and she answers it and says hello..omg! are you serious!..
    and she hangs up and the manager asks her who that was and the blonde says...that was my sister...her mom just died too!
    A blonde, brunette,and a redhead are hiding on a farm from the police.
    The brunette hides in the chicken pen, and when the cop goes by, she says "cluck cluck" with the chickens, and he goes by not noticing.
    The redhead hides in the pig pen, and when the cop goes by, she says "oink oink" and the cop doesn't notice.
    Now the dumb blonde goes and hides in a potatoe sack, and when the cop walks by, she says "potato potato!" and she's busted!
    A blonde walked into a gas station and said to the manager,
    "I locked my keys in my car. Do you have a coat hanger or something I can stick through the window to unlock the door?"
    "Why sure," said the manager, "I have a hanger you can use."
    A couple minutes later, the manager walked outside to see how the blonde was doing, he heard another voice from a blonde inside the car. "No, no! A little to the left."
    What happened to the blonde when she tried to blow up her ex husbands car?
    She burnt her lips on the exhaust pipe!
    A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle and I can't figure out how to get it started. Her boyfriend asks,
    "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a tiger."
    Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table.
    He studies the pieces for a moment, then turns to her and says,
    "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He held her hand softly, led her to a chair and said,
    "Secondly, I'd advise you to relax. Let's have a cup of coffee, and then. ... "He sighed, "let's put all these Frosted Flakes back in the box."

    Funny
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    O__o...this is bob. Bob likes you. Bob likes pointy things. I suggest you run away from bob.
    I was planning to take over the world, but I got distracted by something shiney...
    Life isn't about the number of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away. Like choking.
    When someone annoys you it takes 42 muscles to frown about it but it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and punch the crap out of them.
    You don't have to be faster than the bear, you just have to be faster than the slowest guy running from the bear
    please press the number that best fits your personality:
    -If you are obsessive compulsive, please press "1" repeatedly.
    -If you are codependant, please ask someone to press "2".
    -If you have multiple personalitites, please press "3", "4", and "5".
    -If you are paranoid delusional, we know who you are and what you want. Just stay on the line so we can trace your call.
    -If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and the little voice will tell you which number to press.
    -If you are manic depressive, it doesn't matter what number you press, no one will answer.
    My imaginary friend thinks you have serious mental problems.
    For Sale: Parachute. Only used once, never opened, small stain.
    I ran into my ex the other day, then I put the car in reverse and ran over him again.
    You have just recieved the Amish Computer Virus. Since the Amish don't have computers, it is based on the honor system.
    So please delete all the files from your computer. Thank you for you cooperation.
    Busy polking my neighbor with a spork. be back soon shes really old and wrinkly this is fun muahahaha.
    If you really want something in this life you have to work for it. Now quiet, they're about to announce the lottery numbers.
    Take a few chances you wish you had later, live life a little more, fear a little less, and remember,
    When life gives you lemons, throw them back and tell life to MAKE ITS OWN DANG LEMONADE!
     

    birthday

    yep so today was my totally sweet awesome birthday.
    I didn't have to do any schoolwork and yea it was totally super-sweet. at fiddle class, Jaydean did this thing, and played happy b-day on her fiddle(trust me you DONT WANNA hear her sing, sounds like... well nvm I won't be mean) but yea. and then Kyle acted like a complete gentleman. hes younger than me.. and ( FOR ONCE!!!) I agree with nate, kyle is pretty dumb.
     then at youth group we played kick the can and I got to be a hunter the person who goes and hunts the people out of all their hiding places. which was fun. everybody was mad. when I said go to jail, they were all like frick, dang you emily. it was soo awesome. then this one nerd(TOTAL dork) was walking down the hall and I didnt know his name so I couldn't tell him to go to jail. and he knew I was it and I walked up to him and am like hey whats your name. and hes like I'm not telling. but then I smiled at him and said pretty-please and hes like.. ok my names caleb, and I'm all go to jail caleb. and he grimaces and walks off.
    NERDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!
    sooooo stupid. it was sad. but I'll stop being evil now...
    yeah and jesse was there and evidently he had been waiting for me to get there cuz right when mom dropped me off, jesse opens the door for me and grins. he was flirting with me all night. JESSE IS SOO FLIPPIN HOT!!!!
    then Breanna started flirting with him and I wanted to smack her soooo super-hard. but then she realized he wasn't paying her the least attention so she just grins at me and whispers ask him out. then walks away. I still would like to smack her. and Forestwas kinda hittin on me too. and Chris kinda.. though Chris is just a total flirt and more flirts with anything female thats his age.
    there was a cute guy there named Connor and he kept eyeing me.
     
    holy crap this is like totally all about guys.. is that what my life is coming to? just guys????!?? ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
     
    well for those of you who knew about mine and emilys fight and my wanting to murder her. ...we made up and are friends again.
    Dads takin me out to dinner friday night.
    danielle is taking me out to breakfast at Cielos(local bakery some people we know run) with a couple of her other friends on sat morning. and aimee is picking me up at 2:00 P.M. sat. afternoon so we can go hang out... lol still no idea of what the heck we're gonna do. maybe we'll go wander some mall... heck I still haven't gone to Northtown. I've only been ta the valley mall. mall walking can get veerrrrry boring tho. we were thinking of going to see a movie... but whatever. I guess we'll figure it out while we are driving aimlessly down some road. like sprague...
    its super awesome that aimee has a license. freaky thought that nate might have one soon too.
    and now I am totally tired and need to go,my fingers are gonna flippin fall off....
    ciao,
    -emily
     
     
    March 08

    <

    well lesseee.
    yesterday I was like passing out from exhaustion. mom and I had to get up EARLY so we could get ready for bible study. and I babysat for 2hours at that. then we went out to lunch cuz we were both hungry and had shopping to do.. so we went to Dick's the totally awesome, super-sweetest fast food place ever!!!!! hey Aimee lets go out to lunch there this week after our movie, or shopping or whatev we're doing. then mom and I went to guitar center to get the last of nate's birthday presents. guitar stand,music stand, and eric clapton music book.
    that took FOREVER. we were like waay out on the northside so then mom stopped by safeway for gas. and it started hailing like super-hard it was soo awesome. then we picked up nate from work, and went to the bank, and post office. then I only got 2 hours at home before I hadta leave for fiddle. we learned... petronella at fiddle which is a weird song but kinda cool. and I called Sarah a freak(jokingly) and now she is pretending to hate me. which makes stuff more fun. I can't stand everybody being nice to each other all the time its sooooo boring. you havta have lil fights once in awhile. makes life interesting. and Dave from nates work was there with his f-rrreaky son. and marisa brought her cute friend Caleb. Jesse is still waaaaaayy cuter.
    and yeah I came home ate and passed out.
    and todays I baby sat the lil munchkins. I knew I was gonna have my hands full when 2-yr-old brandon comes racing downstairs grabs the back of a chair practically falls over and shouts hey whatcha talkin about??!!?
    those guys are sooo cute. Jake beat me at Uno 5 times. then I beat him 5 times. so we're even.
    tomorrow is my birthday WHOOPEEE!!!!!!!!
    so I better go before I get grounded.
    ciao!
    -emily
    March 03

    >

    So last night at youth group was cool.
    Yeah I got like 7 people mad at me and saying they hated me in the space of ten minutes. it was totally awesome!
    And then we played the human knot, which the girls team lost at TWICE!!! then we played Shuffle Your Buns.
    which is a sweet fun game where everybuddy sits in a circle on chairs and there is one empty seat and one person in the middle. everybody has to be moving over to the seat and the person in the middle is trying to get into it. and if a person yells switch, then the direction changes. it is quite fun. I was doing so well that when I finally got kicked in the middle everybody goes ooo emily.. and hoots and whistles and yada yada. I was only in the middle for a lil while cuz I caught the seat pretty fast, cuz Matthew is fairly...slow...
    but anyhow it was really fun. and then John gave his testimony. which was pretty cool.
    and Chris was being a total flirt again. gosh that kid is nuts. Elizabeth is a total slut. theres no other way to put it.it is disgusting.
     there was this new guy there named Connor. he was pretty cute, I guess. Jesse was a no-show again. oh well. Emily came racing up to me in the bathroom and kinda jumped on me so I fell and whacked my mouth on something and the inside of my lip starting bleeding which kinda hurt.. ah well. we get a tad wild a jr high. it sucks I have to be in Sr. High this fall. but alot of the cool people are moving up with me which is good.
    Em and Sydne have another year in jr high. which stinks but oh well.
    I've decided to take aimee to a movie again. since she is like so wrapped up in school and work she never gets out anymore. tsk tsk. we keep SAYING we're gonna go see a movie or something but we never do.
    maybe me,her, cable, nate,and some other peeps could go sometime.
    At Fiddle group we were missing one of the people, Lee Ann, and when we asked about her , she had only come 2-3 times, Jaydean said that Lee Ann had dropped out. and we're like why? and jay is like cuz she said you guys were too rude. and Jay was SERIOUS!!! oh my gosh. that girl is soo stuck up. we tease each other and have fun. Everybody else calls Karissa loud-mouth cuz she talks alot but she doesn't care. and sometimes they call me stuck up cuz I roll my eyes at some of their gradeschool humor. but I mean its fun!
    oh well. Lee Ann was never much fun anyway. I'm glad Cheyenne was there last night cuz we both screwed up on the same song so we both got to feel 'jaydeans wrath'. lol.
    history yesterday was like super weird. cuz we played for the old folks during their lunch and I TOTALLY screwed up. and then during and after class Caroline was being like really, really, really nice. which was creepy cuz we've kinda been at odds for a few months. maybe cuz my birthday is comin up and she wants to be invited... sickening thought. I can't stand users.
    but that is my long blog of the week so I am off...
     
    ~*~*~emily~*~*~